Point Taken

Hilarious.

Rant #1

I really hate finding others attractive when I'm in a relationship. It makes me feel like I'm mentally cheating or something. That sounds stupid and I'm sure it is. Being attracted to someone else doesn't make you any less committed does it? So long as your not acting on it that is. Or maybe I'm wrong. I don't know, but it would still be nice if I could be like "excuse me friendly, gentlemanly, hot guy that works in the kitchen, if you could just tone it down a little. Be an asshole. An ugly asshole. That would be great", and you know, cause I asked so nicely he would.

Rant #2

I miss having friends of the male variety. All my good ones have moved away and I can't just go about making new ones. I would like to, but I feel like I've gotten to an age where other guys aren't looking for friends anymore, they are looking for a mate. Having kept several guy friends in a jail of a friend zone, only to find out later that they are "In love with me and always have been" I have grown quite cautious. I can't really picture making new friends that have penis's and them not thinking I want more. It sounds ridiculous cause if I have a boyfriend they should know I just want to be friends, but alas they still manage to think so. Even if I say, repeatedly "WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. WERE I SINGLE I WOULD NOT DATE YOU". Like Justin. Cough.

Rant #2 1/2

Jealously is cute, but there is a limit. It is part 2 why I can not have guy friends. I can hardly hang out with Steven without Chris sweating about it.

He's so cute.

Rant #3

I feel very distant from Danika (In the past a very close friend) because she is such a shitty worker. Always cutting corners and never helping anyone and skipping out on rolling cutlery. She's a super bitch to Juliet and it's all just getting on my nerves.

Also (though this is not Danika's fault as far as I know) she Gets 6 or more shifts a week when I'm getting four, which pisses me off to know end because she doesn't have school to pay for (her mom is paying for it), she doesn't have rent, or PNG or half the time, even her car insurance. I do. I need to make 1,500$ more a month than she does. Yet she gets more shifts. Dumb.

Well that's it for now. I do enjoy your ten step programs.