Sometimes I wonder what the rest of life is going to end up like, and wish I could have questions answered for me, like is Chris the person I really am going to marry? I hope so. I wish I could look into the future a little bit, but on the other hand I don't. What if the rest of life turns out to be fairly boring? That would be pretty disappointing. And what exactly is the definition of boring? Are drama and excitement the same thing? In some instances I really hate drama, well, really I hate angry drama, or sad drama. I just hate arguments. Bit is there such a thing as happy drama? What would be classified as that? I don't know. I just don't want to lead a boring life.
Sometimes I have the feeling certain things aren't over. Maybe put to rest for a while, but there must be something else, you know?
I want everything to change and stay the same
- Lindsay
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Dear Steven.
Your blog was long, so I thought I would give you the same courtesy. I also have examined the possibility of being homeless. Mostly when I walk around and stuff and see a place that would be a good spot to sleep in if I was homeless, and I make note of it.
This is why insidious was gay. Soon as Darth Maul showed up, everything got really fake looking and predictable. Not very scary at all. Everyone's pissing them self over this movie and I (an extremely nightmare prone person) was not really bothered at all about it. People are just getting sad.
I love my job. I have finally found a job that I like as much as I liked Dairy Queen (Which was a lot) But I'll be making tips this time. Yay! Most people would be a little bit ashamed to say this is what I was meant to do! So, I'm not going to say that, but I do like my job. Zack would probably have to be my favorite person there because he's fun/ funny and he's good at what he does. That kid was meant to be a server.
One of the most attractive qualities I can find in a man is shyness. Not so chronic where they can't talk to me at all, but still shy. Chris was super shy when we started dating. For example, he had to text me and ask permission if he could put his arm around me, I had to sit on the other side of the bed and threaten to stay there and not cuddle with him until he took off his shirt (The first time I got to see his naked upper half); he was all cute and scared and stuff, but he did it, cause he liked me. I practically raped that boy. But now, alas, a year later almost and he farts fearlessly, whips out his dick, whenever wherever (I swear I've seen it more times than his face). I wish that shyness quality would come back a bit. I do miss it. But I guess shyness, in most aspects really is quite temporary.
We're moving into a green trailer with Kyle in tow. Splitting the rent three ways. about 420$ each a month. Plus utilities. I hope this doesn't bankrupt me too much haha, but we will see. The living room is huge (There's an extension) and so is the kitchen. Bedrooms are big as well, Chris and I have a walk in closet. The only issue I have is the bathroom. It's kind of grubby. I hope the water is good. You can never really trust trailers for good water. Should have checked while we were there, but I mean really, for 1,250 a month, we're not going to do better, not in Dawson.
- Lindsay
This is why insidious was gay. Soon as Darth Maul showed up, everything got really fake looking and predictable. Not very scary at all. Everyone's pissing them self over this movie and I (an extremely nightmare prone person) was not really bothered at all about it. People are just getting sad.
I love my job. I have finally found a job that I like as much as I liked Dairy Queen (Which was a lot) But I'll be making tips this time. Yay! Most people would be a little bit ashamed to say this is what I was meant to do! So, I'm not going to say that, but I do like my job. Zack would probably have to be my favorite person there because he's fun/ funny and he's good at what he does. That kid was meant to be a server.
One of the most attractive qualities I can find in a man is shyness. Not so chronic where they can't talk to me at all, but still shy. Chris was super shy when we started dating. For example, he had to text me and ask permission if he could put his arm around me, I had to sit on the other side of the bed and threaten to stay there and not cuddle with him until he took off his shirt (The first time I got to see his naked upper half); he was all cute and scared and stuff, but he did it, cause he liked me. I practically raped that boy. But now, alas, a year later almost and he farts fearlessly, whips out his dick, whenever wherever (I swear I've seen it more times than his face). I wish that shyness quality would come back a bit. I do miss it. But I guess shyness, in most aspects really is quite temporary.
We're moving into a green trailer with Kyle in tow. Splitting the rent three ways. about 420$ each a month. Plus utilities. I hope this doesn't bankrupt me too much haha, but we will see. The living room is huge (There's an extension) and so is the kitchen. Bedrooms are big as well, Chris and I have a walk in closet. The only issue I have is the bathroom. It's kind of grubby. I hope the water is good. You can never really trust trailers for good water. Should have checked while we were there, but I mean really, for 1,250 a month, we're not going to do better, not in Dawson.
- Lindsay
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn't really plan on going.
Deleted. My god that was awful.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Don't go breaking my heart... I couldn't if I tried
One more week. One more week until Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 premiers. and about 6 and a half days until I get my second tattoo, which is also very exciting. Yay!
So I now work at Boston Pizza, training to be a server, which I have always wanted to do. The manager that works there, Chris, is very very touchy. Always touching me. Always. Touches me more than My Chris does. I don't really mind though, it sounds more creepy than it is. Though not altogether uncreepy.
In hindsight it's not really the best job for my at all. I forget things easily, but it's been assumed that I would make good tips because of my personality. We shall see I guess.
I may get a second job, at an old fashioned Candy store, a friend of the family's is thinking about opening up. my shift would be from like, 10 - 230, which sounds nice, and I like candy. Mmmm... candyyy.
Plans to visit Rybaby in Vancouver are set for the 21st of August. Hopefully I make enough money in the time to go. I`m sure I will. I must! I must I say!
You. I feel like we're having a status battle on Facebook as to who has the happier life. If so, I win, since the last time you got laid was in grade 11.
That is all.
- Lindsay
So I now work at Boston Pizza, training to be a server, which I have always wanted to do. The manager that works there, Chris, is very very touchy. Always touching me. Always. Touches me more than My Chris does. I don't really mind though, it sounds more creepy than it is. Though not altogether uncreepy.
In hindsight it's not really the best job for my at all. I forget things easily, but it's been assumed that I would make good tips because of my personality. We shall see I guess.
I may get a second job, at an old fashioned Candy store, a friend of the family's is thinking about opening up. my shift would be from like, 10 - 230, which sounds nice, and I like candy. Mmmm... candyyy.
Plans to visit Rybaby in Vancouver are set for the 21st of August. Hopefully I make enough money in the time to go. I`m sure I will. I must! I must I say!
You. I feel like we're having a status battle on Facebook as to who has the happier life. If so, I win, since the last time you got laid was in grade 11.
That is all.
- Lindsay
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Home Home Home Home Home Homo Homosexual. Yup.
So after 3 weeks of living and working in the asshole of B.C. for a crazy bitch I am finally home. Made my savings goal for school already so I suppose it was worth it, but if I had gone for more than 3 weeks, it wouldn't have been, for I would be dead. Those semi's really don't slow down that much, I could easily jump in front of one and die.
Things I hate about Chetwynd:
- There's no Christopher
- They have 1 gas station
- A bag of cherries at the grocery store was 20.60 before tax. Wasn't even a big bag.
- They have NO sit down restaurants that do not serve Chinese food. Not One.
- No matter how ugly I tried to make myself, every creep in that town hit on me
- Every person stares at you like "Whoa I've never seen you before, you must not live her, cause trust me, I'd know if you live here"
- Everyone is too excited to meet someone they are not related too
- Every female is a bitch
Never going back there again unless I'm just passing through or I am going to see Lonni. The Pine Pass is totally fucked up, and one of the CRS guys did a great job convincing me that the world is going to start ending in 2012. I'm pretty creeped out. I don't actually believe the world will end in 2012, but he convinced me enough to be creeped out.
I really wanted to go see Steven while I have a lot of money to do so, but meh, I will just go when the Pine Pass opens. I miss him and very much wish to see him.
I also really want to see Ryan, which it looks like I will be able to. I will get to go on a plane for the first time. That's exciting. And I have only seen the ocean once and barely remember it, so i would like to do that.
The summer seems promising now that I am out of that clusterfuck of a job.
- Lindsay
Things I hate about Chetwynd:
- There's no Christopher
- They have 1 gas station
- A bag of cherries at the grocery store was 20.60 before tax. Wasn't even a big bag.
- They have NO sit down restaurants that do not serve Chinese food. Not One.
- No matter how ugly I tried to make myself, every creep in that town hit on me
- Every person stares at you like "Whoa I've never seen you before, you must not live her, cause trust me, I'd know if you live here"
- Everyone is too excited to meet someone they are not related too
- Every female is a bitch
Never going back there again unless I'm just passing through or I am going to see Lonni. The Pine Pass is totally fucked up, and one of the CRS guys did a great job convincing me that the world is going to start ending in 2012. I'm pretty creeped out. I don't actually believe the world will end in 2012, but he convinced me enough to be creeped out.
I really wanted to go see Steven while I have a lot of money to do so, but meh, I will just go when the Pine Pass opens. I miss him and very much wish to see him.
I also really want to see Ryan, which it looks like I will be able to. I will get to go on a plane for the first time. That's exciting. And I have only seen the ocean once and barely remember it, so i would like to do that.
The summer seems promising now that I am out of that clusterfuck of a job.
- Lindsay
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