Wednesday, July 18, 2012
All Apologies
I am currently residing in Edmonton, and am busy with school and what not, I will probably get back into blogging when i go to school full time. You will just have to be patient.
PS: Let's hang out lots before we separate once again.
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
My cousin is a disgusting pig and other news
So today was an interesting day for me.
I knew that my cousin Robert (you know, the crazy cracked out alcoholic one who spends to much time in the psych ward and The Alaska) was black listed and should never have worked at Boston Pizza. I did not know why he was black listed but was sure he had a list of offenses like selling drugs or renting a hooker or stealing or something fun like that. However, being me and trying to see the best in people (or in Robert's case being blind to just how bad people can be)I did not know he was black listed for making child pornography. I am disgusted and outraged. Being a victim of pedophilia, I know personally how damaging being a victim can be. Granted the stars were most likely teenage sluts who thought being super slutty while a crack head filmed them would be super fun, but whether these are the details or not for him to have been involved is despicable, abhorrent and makes me ashamed to be of the same bloodline
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My kitty cat, Bruce came in the house sometime yesterday after what we thought was a pleasant afternoon walk for him yesterday to later find him walking around with a limp tail, crying every time someone looked at it or tried to touch it. His tail was really swollen at the top of his tail near the base of his spine and he seemed to be in a lot of pain. We thought his tail might be broken so we took him to a kitty doctor. They gave him x rays but his tail wasn't broken. He got bit at some point the day before and the bite became infected. They lanced the owie, put him on antibiotics and anti-inflammatorys and sent him home. Cost us nearly 500$ but he looks adorable in his plastic cone.
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I sort of spent my day today looking at different hair styles and it got me thinking about how excited I am to be leaving Dawson Creek this September and for a few weeks this April. I really just want to start over somewhere new. It's not even that I hate Dawson, it's that I want to be around a fresh new group of people. I realize that we're all just people and so no matter where I go there will still always be douche people and not-so-douchy people. I get that, but what's really important is they don't know me, who I was, who I've tried to be, what I've done, any of the mistakes I've made. I get to be who I want to be. I get to fully embrace who i am now and who I'm trying to be without their opinions being clouded by the things I've done or didn't do.
I don't really have any sort of style for myself and I'm just starting to get more into the hobbies and sports that I enjoy and I want to find out more about myself. I want to accomplish more things work on some of my lesser qualities like my laziness and my vanity. I would like to find my own style in clothes, hair, make-up, home decor, writing, drawing, swimming and socializing. I feel like I'm hiding bits of myself from people. Only after half a year of working at Boston Pizza am I starting to really show myself to people. I want to learn how to do that from the beginning. I want to combine High school Lindsay with the shyer, more adult Lindsay I am now and show that to people. New people.
I knew that my cousin Robert (you know, the crazy cracked out alcoholic one who spends to much time in the psych ward and The Alaska) was black listed and should never have worked at Boston Pizza. I did not know why he was black listed but was sure he had a list of offenses like selling drugs or renting a hooker or stealing or something fun like that. However, being me and trying to see the best in people (or in Robert's case being blind to just how bad people can be)I did not know he was black listed for making child pornography. I am disgusted and outraged. Being a victim of pedophilia, I know personally how damaging being a victim can be. Granted the stars were most likely teenage sluts who thought being super slutty while a crack head filmed them would be super fun, but whether these are the details or not for him to have been involved is despicable, abhorrent and makes me ashamed to be of the same bloodline
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My kitty cat, Bruce came in the house sometime yesterday after what we thought was a pleasant afternoon walk for him yesterday to later find him walking around with a limp tail, crying every time someone looked at it or tried to touch it. His tail was really swollen at the top of his tail near the base of his spine and he seemed to be in a lot of pain. We thought his tail might be broken so we took him to a kitty doctor. They gave him x rays but his tail wasn't broken. He got bit at some point the day before and the bite became infected. They lanced the owie, put him on antibiotics and anti-inflammatorys and sent him home. Cost us nearly 500$ but he looks adorable in his plastic cone.
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I sort of spent my day today looking at different hair styles and it got me thinking about how excited I am to be leaving Dawson Creek this September and for a few weeks this April. I really just want to start over somewhere new. It's not even that I hate Dawson, it's that I want to be around a fresh new group of people. I realize that we're all just people and so no matter where I go there will still always be douche people and not-so-douchy people. I get that, but what's really important is they don't know me, who I was, who I've tried to be, what I've done, any of the mistakes I've made. I get to be who I want to be. I get to fully embrace who i am now and who I'm trying to be without their opinions being clouded by the things I've done or didn't do.
I don't really have any sort of style for myself and I'm just starting to get more into the hobbies and sports that I enjoy and I want to find out more about myself. I want to accomplish more things work on some of my lesser qualities like my laziness and my vanity. I would like to find my own style in clothes, hair, make-up, home decor, writing, drawing, swimming and socializing. I feel like I'm hiding bits of myself from people. Only after half a year of working at Boston Pizza am I starting to really show myself to people. I want to learn how to do that from the beginning. I want to combine High school Lindsay with the shyer, more adult Lindsay I am now and show that to people. New people.
Monday, February 6, 2012
Saturday, February 4, 2012
"Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr" and other stories
So far I have missed 4 sessions of Creative lengths & 2 of Abs and River
I missed the first 2 of creative lengths because by the time I found out about them it too late to get the time off work. I missed another because the cab I called arrived after the program had already began (he took 45 minutes to get to my house) and the 4th because my fucking alarm clock didn't go off! So I set my cell phone alarm on, and THAT didn't go off either and so I missed today's Abs and River!
This is so heart breaking. I paid for these courses and I've missed 4/18 in one and 2/9 in the other... I'm a sad panda. Also, what is wrong with these fucking alarms!?? Well I'm gonna drag myself away from this lap top and investigate. Gawd I'm sad about this :(
I missed the first 2 of creative lengths because by the time I found out about them it too late to get the time off work. I missed another because the cab I called arrived after the program had already began (he took 45 minutes to get to my house) and the 4th because my fucking alarm clock didn't go off! So I set my cell phone alarm on, and THAT didn't go off either and so I missed today's Abs and River!
This is so heart breaking. I paid for these courses and I've missed 4/18 in one and 2/9 in the other... I'm a sad panda. Also, what is wrong with these fucking alarms!?? Well I'm gonna drag myself away from this lap top and investigate. Gawd I'm sad about this :(
Friday, February 3, 2012
European Whirl: A Contiki Tour
Who: Me & Chris!
What: hangliding, white water rafting, eating foreign food, sight seeing such as the Berlin Wall, Venice, The Trevi Fountain, Spanish Steps, Colosseum, Sisten Chapel, Swiss Alps, Eiffel tower, Notre Dame & the red light district of Amsterdam. Entering the Louvre and seeing the Mona Lisa and other famous artwork.
Where: England, Belgium, Netherlands, Germany, Czech Republic, Austria, Italy, Vatican City, Switzerland & France.
When: April 3rd to April 22nd
Why: Because I can.
Tour Cost: 2,519$ CAD
It pays for all accommodations, 17 breakfasts, 9 dinners, all Travel excluding the plane ticket from Canada to London and back, special Contiki privileges, pays for entrance into the Louvre and other assorted activities to make sure everyday is exciting.
I AM STOKED.
What: hangliding, white water rafting, eating foreign food, sight seeing such as the Berlin Wall, Venice, The Trevi Fountain, Spanish Steps, Colosseum, Sisten Chapel, Swiss Alps, Eiffel tower, Notre Dame & the red light district of Amsterdam. Entering the Louvre and seeing the Mona Lisa and other famous artwork.
Where: England, Belgium, Netherlands, Germany, Czech Republic, Austria, Italy, Vatican City, Switzerland & France.
When: April 3rd to April 22nd
Why: Because I can.
Tour Cost: 2,519$ CAD
It pays for all accommodations, 17 breakfasts, 9 dinners, all Travel excluding the plane ticket from Canada to London and back, special Contiki privileges, pays for entrance into the Louvre and other assorted activities to make sure everyday is exciting.
I AM STOKED.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Your baby, and how I don't care.
I don't care how many teeth your kid has. I don't care that he took his first steps. I don't care about how much you love him and how your life is so much better with him in it.
You are no longer apart of my Facebook news feed. (Something I should have done a couple years ago.
You were going to be a police officer, weren't you? But instead, you got some guy to knock you up. ON PURPOSE, so that you could have a baby. WTF. You were 18. God damn.
I can understand making a mistake and not wanting to get an abortion. I get that. For example, in our high school there was a girl who was kind of a bitch but she was on birth control and had dreams of going to university. She was, in fact very good at school, had high grades, managed to stay with the same guy for 3 years and was already accepted into a major university when she got pregnant. She was 18 and this was not apart of her plans. However she kept the baby, because even though it was nothing more than a barely developed fetus, she already loved him.
I completely respect that.
But trying for a child, when your just a child yourself? Why would you do that? Wouldn't you want your child to have the very best in stability? Wouldn't you want to make sure you have your own home (not living at your mom's), have your own paid for vehicle? Have a career?
Purposely having a child while you are in highschool is selfish and idiotic and it just makes me want to punch you whenever I see you.
Also, do not breastfeed in the restaurant with out even a blanket to help cover you. Believe it or not I don't want to see your nipples. No one does. And those who want to, want to too much.
You are no longer apart of my Facebook news feed. (Something I should have done a couple years ago.
You were going to be a police officer, weren't you? But instead, you got some guy to knock you up. ON PURPOSE, so that you could have a baby. WTF. You were 18. God damn.
I can understand making a mistake and not wanting to get an abortion. I get that. For example, in our high school there was a girl who was kind of a bitch but she was on birth control and had dreams of going to university. She was, in fact very good at school, had high grades, managed to stay with the same guy for 3 years and was already accepted into a major university when she got pregnant. She was 18 and this was not apart of her plans. However she kept the baby, because even though it was nothing more than a barely developed fetus, she already loved him.
I completely respect that.
But trying for a child, when your just a child yourself? Why would you do that? Wouldn't you want your child to have the very best in stability? Wouldn't you want to make sure you have your own home (not living at your mom's), have your own paid for vehicle? Have a career?
Purposely having a child while you are in highschool is selfish and idiotic and it just makes me want to punch you whenever I see you.
Also, do not breastfeed in the restaurant with out even a blanket to help cover you. Believe it or not I don't want to see your nipples. No one does. And those who want to, want to too much.
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