Psst... Wanna know a secret? Okay. It's not really a secret. I didn't go to university, partly (a bigger part than I care to admit) so I could be with Chris. He's quite amazing you know. He's cute, and he really really loves me. I love him so very, very much. He's the best part of my life.
The worst part of my life is living in Dawson. I hate it here. I feel like a useless piece of crap for staying here. It's been a good year, and I like my job and everything, but I have been living here for 19 years, and I hate it here. I just want to get away from all these same faces. I want to live somewhere warm, I want to see the world, but I know he doesn't. Not like I do.
I want to go to Italy. I want to go to school. I want to meet a whole new breed of people, see a different setting. I want to take him with me, I don't know if he will come.
I'm going. I just wish I knew what that means for us.
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